tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6144399754818696603.post1459543966279751969..comments2023-10-05T03:21:41.343-06:00Comments on Invictus Pilgrim: Still Grateful for Years in the Closet?Invictus Pilgrimhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15961213460164925021noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6144399754818696603.post-76755800908748576642011-10-27T20:13:23.464-06:002011-10-27T20:13:23.464-06:00It is post like this one that makes it hard for to...It is post like this one that makes it hard for to to be a consistent reader. Rest assure that you have not offended me but your words are like a sword cutting the heart of my own issues. <br />In Shakespeare's 29th sonnet he wrote "...I all alone beweep my outcast state, And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries, And look upon myself and curse my fate, Wishing me like to one more rich in hope, Featured like him, like him with friends possess'd, Desiring this man's art, and that man's scope, With what I most enjoy contented least..."<br />I wonder what life would be like with a husband one with whom I would find fulfillment and joy more fuller than I now experience married to my best friend.<br />I wish and I desire for things that I cannot control a past that I can't change and a future that will not be all that it could be. Yet at the same hand I wonder if it would be worth it to leave what I have in search of something that even in the Moho world seems far distant for so many wonderful guys looking for a partner but finding loneliness instead. So few seem to have found that bliss. And those that have I am envious of for they have a fulfillment that I never will.Seanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03828931862423178491noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6144399754818696603.post-24472657943093106002011-10-26T08:31:19.931-06:002011-10-26T08:31:19.931-06:00I have had similar thoughts; wishing I would have ...I have had similar thoughts; wishing I would have come out when I was younger and lamenting some of the directions I have taken, while at the same time, being grateful for the blessings I have in my life as a result of choices I made.<br /><br />I hate that I lived in fear of myself for so many years, but I am so glad that I have children. By recognizing these things and being more at ease with myself, I have much more peace. As a result, I think I am more prepared for the eventualities of the future.<br /><br />Thanks Invictus.Utahhiker801https://www.blogger.com/profile/06358909048430492121noreply@blogger.com